Friday, March 19, 2010

Sickly

I thought I was feeling better yesterday. I actually cleaned up the kitchen and took out the trash. AND I went to supper club. It was so much fun, as always. We had a Mexican themed night. YUM. I wish I had taken some pictures.

So I thought I was feeling better... until this morning! I'm pretty sure the cold has turned into a sinus infection. I woke up with a fever, coughing and crazy headache!

  • Fertility News: I heard back about my bloodwork and everything is great! I start stimming Sunday! So I called this morning to ask if they could give me an antibiotic. I know if I go to a doc-in-the-box and tell them I'm about to do IVF they will have no clue what to do with me. My first appt to see if the stimming is working will be Thurs March 25th. After that day things will probably move very quickly to the retrieval and transfer (if I make it that far.) Positive thoughts and prayers requested!!

This below is a quote from Sex and the City. It's how I feel when someone who doesn't know we've been struggling with infertility asks me "So when are you having a baby? What are you waiting for?" How am I supposed to answer that question?

Woman: Oh, what a beautiful wedding ring! Where's your husband?
Charlotte: Oh, um, he's not here. We're actually taking some time apart. We're separated - not legally separated, nothing legal, oh God no! We're just taking some time to figure things out. We got married really fast - love at first sight, didn't think it through. So now we're talking and trying to figure out what he - actually, we, he and I - really want. We love each other so much but that doesn't always mean a marriage is working does it? No, it does not. We had some problems. In the bedroom. but it was more about the fact that we got married so fast. So, now we're just talking and trying to figure things out - just talking, nothing physical. I think it's better if we just talk. So we are talking until we figure it all out. So, no, he's not here.

Sometimes I do ramble out a paragraph about our struggles while the person has the "deer in headlights" look. Haha. It always reminds me of this clip from the show.

3 comments:

  1. I hope you feel better! I'm praying for IVF and you and John.

    About that quote - I laughed when I read it. I feel like that ALL the time. You know how I need to justify things...there are no one sentence answers around here :)

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  2. love the quote. i'm thinking about and praying for y'all!

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  3. MISS YOU - HOPE TO HAVE LUNCH SOON!!

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