I still have a lot of unanswered questions...
Can I not keep a pregnancy because of an egg issue? Or is it because my body attacks the embryo? If John and I used a surrogate would it work? If we used donor embryos would I be able to keep the pregnancy? Or is the problem me and my eggs so I would need a surrogate AND donor embryos? It's too much to comprehend right now. However, I know my time is running out. My clock is ticking so loudly that it's all can hear sometimes.
My doctor doesn't really have an answer for any of the questions. I think she's leaning toward my issue being an egg quality problem. But she doesn't know for sure that if we got donor eggs that I would be able to carry a child. It would be more trial and error.
For now John and I have decided that I will have the recommended surgery in January and try a few more injectable cycles. If those fail... we'll cross that bridge when we get there.
Now for something that won't bum you out:
My Favorite 100 Calorie Snack!
8 Reduced Fat Wheat Thins
1 Laughing Cow French Onion Wedge