This is it... I feel the end approaching. Therefore, I’m giving it all I’ve got in 2011! I’m going to have the surgery; I’m going to eat healthy and workout; I’m going to take the special vitamins and DHEA; I’ll drink room temperature liquids so my uterus isn’t “cold”; I'm praying, meditating and thinking happy thoughts; I’ll take the hormone shots; I’ll cut back on alcohol, dairy and sugars; I may even try acupuncture! Heck I may even try another IVF if the opportunity arises. If you’ve heard of some special mineral, herb or tonic that will get me pregnant then bring it! I’m taking suggestions! This is it! If this year doesn’t produce a baby then we’re moving on to foster care or adoption or something that involves a child in my house. John has mentioned hanging out at high schools to ask pregnant teenagers if we can have the baby. :o) Maybe we’ll place an ad in the penny saver a la Juno style. The sky is the limit!!! With the exception of more treatment. We’re done with treatment after 2011.
A lot of people have told me that once I give up I’ll get pregnant. However, when I give up I have to go back on birth control pills to ease the endometriosis and adenomyosis. So it’s not going to happen. When we give up... it’s over. The dream of a biological child is gone. So I hope you’ll support us in 2011 with prayers and encouragement AND support us with even more prayers and more encouragement if the time comes to let go of the dream.