Just to clarify... My wonderful husband doesn't blame me for any of this. I blame me. When I re-read my post I made it sound like he was being mean to me but he definitely wasn't. He's a great hubby and has been so supportive!
I didn't cry because of him... I cried because I felt like I let him down. I know he doesn't feel that way but I sure do. Anyway, I just wanted to make sure I cleared that up. I don't want you guys to think he's yelling at me and making me cry!