I had my follicle check for our last cycle this morning. It was the exclamation point on the end of the crappiness of the past for years. I had four follicles on the left and none on the right. It was such an anticlimatic way to end our fertility journey. I didn't cry and wasn't upset. I just took a deep breath and let the last four years exhale from my body. It was at that moment that I knew I was 100% ready to move on to adoption. So John will give me my last shot tonight and that's it. No more Drs appts, no more needles, no more surgeries, no more ultrasounds, no more 2 week waits... Now we have a whole new set of worries. Will we pass the home study being at the top of the list. I guess we'll find out over the next few months. We are very excited to start this new journey and hope all of our friends and family will support our decision.